" just because she comes off strong,
doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.
and even though she acts like nothing's wrong
maybe she's just really good at lying"

"missing someone isn't how long it has been since you've seen them or the amount of time since you've talked. Its about that very moment when you're doing something and wishing they were right there with you."
i really miss darrel. i dunno why. i think its just this week. i'm just upset and sad. i feel so tired. of everything. i really need a hug. but i got no one to hug. i love darrel's hugs. he just hugs me fully and completely. full on body hug tt sometimes make me feel like i'm getting crushed. but i dun mind. in fact i like it. then i'd try to hug him back as tightly as possible too. it as if we're scared tt we might just disappear from each other. i just want to cling onto him and stay there. in his comforting arms. god i really really really miss him. he makes my troubles n worries go away. he makes me so so so so so angry at times. but the only reason why he can make me that angry. is because he means just so much to me. because he matters. i'm glad that he does. i love him. and i really want a hug:'(

another quote, from ghost of girlfriend past (i think)
"It doesn't mean that you're never going to get hurt but the pain you feel will never compare to the regret that comes from walking away from love"

so we shld all love with our whole heart. if not we'd just live to regret.